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Monday, 19 October 2009

  • The Forbearance of Jehovah

    I used to think  I was like Peter. I used the "walking on the water" incident to substantiate my point: impetuous Peter- his big mouth got him in a predicament once again and once again, he's bitten off more than he could chew, or had he?! He knew it was the Christ, the Son of the living God who was speaking with him in the storm, commanding him to come. He knew he'd take care of him - he always had so far. But here is where Peter & I split courses: he, to the repentance of his lack of faith by calling on Jesus - and me, to flailing about struggling and fretting, manipulating and "working" so hard to FIX IT!!

    Trey Morgan was right when he said, "Sometimes instead of 'Don't just stand there, get up and DO something.' I need to don't do something, JUST STAND THERE!"

    I have been thanking God this morning for His forbearance with me - letting me struggle on my own - trying so desperately to "make things work out" instead of LETTING "God cause all things to work out for good".

    My new favorite saying is "God can use this." I don't believe God causes us to have illnesses, death, catastrophes, trials - I believe those come from sin - ours, others, & Satan. And, I am eternally grateful to Him for his patience with me until or while I figure that out and let Him have the reigns of my life back so He will once again be LORD of my life and therefore, GLORIFIED in me. I need to stop and go back to the basics; "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength and love your neighbor as yourself."

    "If someone I meet today needs GOOD NEWS, Father, let me shine so as to encourage them to glorify You and turn the control of their lives over to You. And, Father, thank you again for your perseverance through my storm until I once again acknowledge You as Jesus, the Son of God, my ultimate authority. Increase my faith through Jesus precious name, amen."

    Psalm 46:10 "Cease striving [Let go and relax] and KNOW that I AM GOD."

    This Psalm and the one before it and after it tell us there is a time for everything - don't forget the time to stop and listen to our Father in Heaven.
     

Friday, 16 October 2009

  • Settled down...?

    I doubt it. We are in Amarillo, TX now. Weldon is working for WestAir Gas - a LP of Praxair, for anyone who knows that business. He is hanging in there - working very hard - 10-11 hours on his feet all day! I am trying to keep him well and feeling well...until.... well you know.... He still wants to go to Abilene and be a Mountain Man.  I'm not ruling it out - I am actually trying to help it along. I am selling the Christmas tray and baskets for the holidays in hopes of getting some bills paid off and facilitate the moving process.

    I am also setting up stores with our beef jerky, Wild Bill's, and selling herbs every chance I get. We both have our dreams and can see how they fit together. God is blessing us and helping us hold our heads above water - just above - our noses have fallen under a couple of times and we have snuffled some saltwater , so to speak - but it didn't kill u,s so we are still treading water.

    The church in Amarillo is alive and well and we are meeting with some saints who meet on Comanche Trail. Wonderful bunch of people. I have cousins here and have talked with them - looking forward to seeing them and hugging their long lost necks. Also, some friends also live here and got to worship with them at the Central congregation the other day - hopefully get to visit more in the future.

    The grandbaby is growing and changing and Gramma and Poppa  are missing them all (Wes &Hollee, included) terribly. April is also growing - because "Hannah Grace" is growing inside...I don't know if that's the way they'll spell it when she arrives in February or not. But for now... Erik has been promoted and is great, if I do say so myself. Diana is doing well ( finally getting well physically) in South Africa and hopes to be home the middle of January and return to PESA in August, 2010. Pamela is making the rounds raising support for her new mission - central Scotland - she has a three year commitment with her team. We are so wonderfully blessed.

    Much love to each of you - write some time and keep The Faith,
    toni and Weldon

Monday, 23 March 2009

  • Finally!! It's over!

    Well, the wedding of the year, at least for us, is over and in our memories and on our flash drives, computers, and facebooks. So, for any of you who are checking this blog stuff, here (I hope) are the pictures in power point format. If this doesn't work, I'll have to post them another day - gotta go to work!!
    Love to all - toni

Friday, 19 December 2008

  • Life After the Initial Rush!

    I'm finally working at a "real job" - I am helping out a friend from church who owns an herb shop  - The Nutrition Shop in Clinton - I only work from 1 to 5 in the afternoons, so it leaves me plenty of time to work my network marketing business in the mornings.

    This week I've gone through some emotional periods - sorry if you were one of the ones I called during that time! It seems I've lost part of my mind and I don't even know where to look to find it!! I've forgotten everything from my phone number to my laptop at the library! (Wrapped up the cord, stuck it in my bag and walked right out without the computer! I am SO very blessed and rescued that no one stole it!) Maybe its that I don't breathe enough - I think I'm going to try some herbs for this!

    On to more positive things - plans are being made for the wedding. Frustrations run rampant and nerves are testy but I pray the most important thing happens - Erik and April learn to love each other and see the blessings the Lord so graciously provides no matter what their parents do, say or don't and no matter what circumstances life hurls their direction. Pray for us all! April is just returning home from a trip to Florida - she layed over in Dallas and ended up spending the night with my brother, Mitch, and his family who took great care of her and got her back to the airport just in the nick of time. She is still working in Elk City at Walgreen's and enjoying that and going to church with us here is Clinton. She is so precious and fun - everyone here loves her to death!

    Diana is working so very hard in South Africa and we are so very proud of her as are the people she works with - they constantly reward her with kindness and affection. I know she is homesick from some of the things she says on facebook - we pray for her and know that God is constantly watching over her - to encourage and strengthen her in the Spirit of Christ. We really have no worries but some sad times just missing her face and her playful ways. (Soon she'll be home for the wedding though!!) Just got a phone call from her!!! She sounds great but is terribly homesick every now and again. She just bought her plane ticket and is so excited to get to come home for a little while in Feb-Mar.

    Pamela is working so very hard to finish this semester and get on with the rest of school. Her plans are far and wide and grand and glorious, as is her spirit. She is such an inspiration and joy. Her health is getting better with MUCH work - she is loosing weight and feeling better most of the time. So glad the doctor didn't diagnose her with Khron's. She is taking some herbs, of course, and is eating more healthy than most of us think about. Plans are for Scotland in 2010 and she's still raising support - just in case any of you have a spare $10 laying around. (and in case anyone else reads this.....uummm?)

    Wes and Hollee and Malachi are doing very well - a trip to the emergency room for Malachi proved uneventful and he is growing and getting more adorable every day - my precious daughter-in-law is so very diligent to send pictures/videos every week (we'll see if #2,3,&4 get that much attention!) and we just miss them all them more. We are so excited to go and see them for Christmas - Pamela is going with us but precious April must stay home and attend to her job. I'm looking forward to the church and her boss keeping her under their proverbial wing while we're away. Wes and Hollee have also joined the ranks of homeowners - almost - they close on the 30th - phew! I don't have .. er.. I mean.. get to help them move! Wonder if I could pack something for them? hehe! I'm so very proud of the way they take care of their finances. God is praised for their diligence. Wes loves his job and they love him. Hollee loves being at home and I know Malachi loves that!

    Weldon's job seems to be settling down finally. Once he let the boss know how he felt, things have been better. He is still making plans for the property in Abilene, Texas. So, for the time being, we are displaced gypsies at best. He had his 52nd birthday on Wednesday and was a tad forlorn - we didn't get to eat out as our usual custom - we're saving our money for Arkansas!!! But his day dawned and ended with friends and family calling and sending cards and emails, all of which are totally appreciated.

    Hope this update is pleasant and answers most of your deepest questions about our status.
    We hope and prya the Lord of Love and Light shines on you and gives you the peace that only He can give Stay safe and keep in touch!
    toni


Monday, 20 October 2008

  • October 20th Update

    Just got home from Abilene, TX - looked at the property we're buying - on the Albany Highway - It looks great - hope to post pics soon. Had a couple of meals with Weldon's cousins. Looking forward to seeing some of my kin when I go back.

    We are finally closing on the sale of the business at 2pm today. Don't kow how long it will take to close on the property down in Texas, but hope to go up to Kansas this week and get our stuff and move it down this weekend.

    Weldon is running  the store all by himself most of the time. He's pretty tired of the "one man show" routine but hanging in there with integrity.

    April is planning the wedding and working at Walgreen's, looking forward to getting to Florida, and missing Erik every day! Only a teenager for a few more months - she's growing up so fast - and getting so responsible!

    Diana is dealing with diarreah and ringworm at the moment, but loving being in South Africa very much - the kids are her favorite part! Her team and the church can always use your prayers.

    Pamela spent her break week in AR with her brother and his family - lving on the baby and mailing books to buyers. She came through OK to see us on her way home. Loved visiting with her and hugging her neck! She is doing well in Sunset and wondering what the Lord has for her next. She'd love any prayers you'd send to the Father for her. 

    Wes and Hollee and Malachi are doing very well! He's had a bout with vomiting the other night but is doing well now. Hollee is such a precious, loving mother and Wes is - of course - the best daddy in the world - cause he had the best daddy as an example.

    Hope all are well and God is being thanked for all the blessings He's providing in your lives.

    Much love,

    toni and Weldon

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